the last time i tried to kill myself...i was watching tv one day and a commercial for united loan and firearms came on...so i went down there...it surprising how easy it is to buy a gun...i was planning to end it all but i figured why not go out one more time and get really hammered...so i did my fiance and i went to the bar...he had no idea how depressed i was that day...but when we got home i showed him...there was a struggle for the gun as i turned the gun toward myself...it did not fire and he was able to get the gun away from me...that is why i am still alive...but should i be?
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