.... for some reason I feel like shit tonight. Empty, like a big echoey hall where everyone left long, long ago. I want good things to make me happy, but I just don't feel it. I have to manufacture my reactions to good things. I feel dead inside, and no one in my family deserves that. Maybe this is as good as it gets?
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