do anyone ever feels like their a mannequin on display in a department store, everyone goes by and looks at you , but never really acknowledge you. thats how i feel all the time, I wish for once someone would day hey come away from behind the walls let me see the real you, you are a beautiful person, 29yrs of abuse. It gonna take more than a shrink , or positive thinking to convince myself that i am, and that i'm worthy of love , no matter how many positive thought i have there is always a negative one there too. sometimes i get so angry it feel like my head is going to explode, I dont see a end to my mental torment.
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