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The topic of your death...

deleted_user
deleted_user
You know, most people wanna die for a reason. You know, a hero, a villain. Me? I just wanna die and be quickly forgotten... does anyone share that with me?

I don't want to know about anyone, or be cared about in person. I just want to disappear into the history books. Why am I like that? I mean yeah sometimes I get lonely, but I'd rather just disappear than risk it.

Here's the kicker, I generally have a decent amount of friends, and a good-ish life. What the fuck's wrong with me?
Friend19
Friend19
Nothing is wrong with you, I have no friends and I want to get noticed...
deleted_user
deleted_user
nope...i want my kids to miss me and they BETTER cry like crazy when i croak!! all the SHIT they put me thru! oh, yeah, baby..i want DRAMATICS!!! rofl...i may even hire some crackheads to throw themselves on my coffin! that would be SOOOO cool. rofl
but i know the lil brats will dress me funny..lololol just so they have something to laugh about! brats..brats.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I dont think something is wrong with you. I am sure there is a reason you feel the way you do.
deleted_user
deleted_user
there is nothing wrong with you. I too have "disappear wish...." Having a conscience is the hard part.......
deleted_user
deleted_user
I completely understand the feeling. I don't want my loved ones to be saddened. But then I decided one day I wanted to grow old, pretend I was senile for kicks, and go out with the last laugh.
deleted_user
deleted_user
i feel that way most of the time
deleted_user
deleted_user
I dont want to be noticed. You see when the end comes I think of peace, darkness, and no more hurt.
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