ha. how else can i put it?? rediculous. my mom is wasted. picking fights. totally flippin out. said some really mean, really hurtful things... i'm a fuck up. she'd rather be dead than live with me. pretty much just kicked me out of the house. gonna finish this beer and pick my buddy kev up from some bar, crash at his place for the night. told her thats what i'm doin and she goes "good. then you can go fuck kevin." not so much. not at all. he's a good friend. all i said was "wow. that was a really adult thing to say." i get "no, meg. you're a fucking whore and you know it. go to kevins, get all wasted with him and fuck him." couldn't take it. i looked at her. "this is coming from a woman who was married with a baby and sleeping around." she insisted no. she told me that the other night. that she slept with some guy at a toga party when i was a baby, fought with me dad and told him to leave her there. woke up with this guy and had my dad pick her up with me in my carseat the next morning. yeah. she's an adult. way to fucking go, mom. this is just out of control. thank god for my xanax chritmas present or else i'd be flippin out. i'm pissed, hurt, for sure. but this is just rediculous. one minute she's my best friend and loves me more than anyone, blah blah, the next minute i get this. merry fucking christmas.
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