Maybe the reason why im doing this is to let these feelings out. I can say that i have good luck on some things in life, but in relationship wise...forget about it. The longest relationship i was in was for 4 years. That was only 3 years ago. After that, ive been on dates and on really short time relationships. You see, i met this girl in my art class. Beautiful girl, everything that i love about a girl she has. When we began to talk i later found out she had a boyfriend. In that period of time she was going through some rough times with him. He wasn't fulfilling her with love, the guy to me was a loser. So we spoke, and we became close to each. I gave her my advice and opinions about how to deal with issues like these. In the end, she found the courage to break up with the guy. My advice to her was, " do what makes you feel happy, you cannot sit here and please the guy if hes not willing to change for you". So after she broke up with him we where friends for about a month and a half. Our feelings grew stronger, but yet she still had feelings for her ex and she actually had hope that he would change. So in a way we started going out. I knew this was a bad idea, and that in the end this was gona hurt me but i still went with it. For about another 2 months we where together, but it got to the point that her ex was trying to win her back. He some how got 2 jobs and she says that hes really trying to change his ways. In the end, she went back with him. She felt that she needed to give him that one last chance. Her proposal to her was, if he doesnt shape up she'll leave him for good. She and i are still good friends, but we dont talk to each other like we used too. Now we only talk whenever we see each other. But i cant sit here and wait for her either. I do have mixed feelings about her, i mean to me she is one of those girls that only come ones in a life time but i dont know what to do in a situation like this....
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