Hi everyone. I was looking around on here and I couldn't find anything about what sent me over the edge in my depression so I started a topic on it. It will be 2 years in June since my best friend had an accident. Everyone tells me I haven't dealt with it yet. Maybe I haven't. I remember 2 days afterwards I was drinking whisky trying to numb all that pain. I locked myself in the bathroom and was in the shower for almost 2 hours with the drain plugged and the water overflowing. I was just sitting there crying for her. It is really hard for me to talk about my feelings. I always have to write them down and I guess this was a perfect opportunity. So, I hope some of you other people on here will feel like talking about your losses. Maybe we can help each other cope with it together.
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