This is going to sound weird but I recently came to see what it is I am experiencing and am wondering if anyone else has experienced this. I have gotten very angry at God and I do not pray to him anymore. I just can't. And the other day I realized why; when I pray to God it is like bringing the EVIL EYE upon myself--things get OH so much worse. This happens time after time for a couple of years. Never but once did I ever have reason to give thanks for a prayer answered. I became afraid to prayer--because it was the precursor of bad things happening. I don't know what to think of this. Has this happened to anyone else?
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