I can't take this anymore. i'm so tired of trying my hardest to help myself but getting nowhere with it. i have been completely compliant with all the doctors' requests with therapy and meds and trying to stay positive and keep hopeful. i have tried everything to fill this gaping hole inside of me, i've been hospitalized 9 times, every time i seek help, but nothing does the trick, i've been on tons of different medications, been to several different psychiatrists and psychologists, no one can help me, and i've lost all hope of ever fixing myself. i have borderline personality disorder which is incurable, there's no miracle pill or therapy that can fix it, i'm haunted by my past of severe sexual and physical abuse, and my depression is so bad that a lot of days i can barely get out of bed. so...why shouldn't i give up? i've tried everything else!
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