This afternoon that rush of darkness overwhelmed me,for no apparent reason I could think of.
But then,then,I started to seek the *why* of it,and could come up with so many things,which only made me feel worse.
When this happens,when I allow my head to assault me with all these reasons why I feel so low and alone,it makes it so much harder for me to climb out of,and then I start to fear this just will not pass...
What I so need right now is a good cathartic cry,with a reason behinde it or not,but,but,the tears just won't come and all I feel is despondency and just this....this.. lacking.
I'm sorry.I am likely not making an iota of sense.
Just needed a place to express this I guess...
Muji retired Friday after 40 years of teaching. Muji has been so supportive as a CL here on DS, let's show Muji our support. Let's give Muji a retirement party! Post your retirement wishes to Muji as he transitions to retired life in Mexico. Let us know what food you are bringing to the party and any gifts you might have for Muji. Cheers Muji to your new adventure!
I apologize for starting 2 threads in 1 week, y'all, I generally wait my turn. However, this week I'm retiring from 40 years of teaching Spanish and Death & Dying psych classes to nursing students. It's a big transition, and to afford retiring alone as a bachelor I'll be moving to the cheaper cost of living of Mexico in a few weeks.The pandemic made it a tough year to end a career. In my...