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THATS HOW I REALLY FEEL

deleted_user
deleted_user
To be honest,my life really sucks.I am olone for xmas,at least i feel i am.I have been really depressed lately,cant seem to see a better future ahead.I am stuck in this town,and dont have the money or resourse to move ahead.Just two years ago i was happy.Since my x ruined me i am depressed every day.Just cant seem to shake that feeling.I would like to say somthing more positive but cant seem to come up with anything.I am just lonely and sad most days.Dont even want to wake up,as ther`s nothing to look forward too.I was always a happy person before,and want to be happy again.just cant see how. I hate my x wish i never meet her.She ruined my credit,and destroyed my trust in femals.All most of them want is money.Dont hardly ever meet one thats willing to help me out.When a man is broke nobody seems interested,but if they think you got bucks there there everyday.Wow a double standard.It`s no wonder womens liberation is a rare subject these days.I would love for the table to turn some day.At least i would know that im loved for more than what i can give,but for the good person that i am instead.I worked all my life helping others giving and careing for others,now i wonder why i even bother.I really hope and prey things get better.Because im tired of felling this way.
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Not all women are money grabbing heartless cows, i for one am not my boyfriend was living in a dumped car when i tarted dating him, he had nothing at all and i took him in. I am the one that sometimes wonder if when we got together i was the one being used slightly. You can not tar everyone with th same brush so just learn to give a little trust at least until proved otherwise or you will never find happiness hun.
ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear
Now, dont hold back! Tell us how you really feel! :)

j/k

It seems you are not meeting many nice females in your life. While I wish we could categorize them all so we know what we are dealing with, we just cant do that. I have met my share of really ungrateful, selfish, self, centered , materialistic cold hearted witches. While at the time I feel they could have just ruined my life, I also realized I was the only one that could let them do that.

I also realized you cant group them all as there are the rare few that do give a shit and arent just looking for the items you mentioned.

I hope someday you can leave th bad ones in the past, not let them use up any space in your heart or life at all and can just be who you are and move on.

All the best!
deleted_user
deleted_user
oh hun big hugs to you. Not all women are like this. Alot are sad to say that. My husbands ex wife ruined his credit with the divorce, She wanted seven hundred dollars a month in child support but refused to work, take care of the children, or clean. Women like this sadly do exsist but just remeber that they get theirs in the end. She no longer has the kids I am the one raising them and I am the one they call Mommy. She is almost eight grand behind in her child support and she is only ordered to pay three hundred a month for three kids. And she is now living with her brother and dosnt even have her two boys anymore. When I met him he was so misrable that he was drinking heavily everyday just so he could feel numb. Now we dont have alot of money but we have alot of love in our home. We have gone through our fair share of problems. But we have started to work through them. Just remember that you are better off now and you still have a future. Not all women want money. Most of us just want a loving compassionate man. There is a good woman out there for you. Just work on you first. Keep talking here because you are going in the right direction even though you dont feel like it right now.
deleted_user
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Hi Trooper55
Life is difficult indeed. I have my share of "bad apples" too. I have always tried to stay true to myself. I too think I am too sensitive in this world. It seems like people prosper under a different kind of roadmap under heartless and selfish. I think there are some rare people like you and I and countless others. I am reaching out today to be your true freind. You can write me when ever you. I will be there.

Take care LisaXO
I have not been on here cause I am back at work full time making the moola for my daughter and I! :)TTYL
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