At times I realise I must have been rather cynical with my responses to peoples posts... I believe ONE of the vast array of problems I suffer from besides major depression and EXTREME chronic pain is the inability not to get emotionally invoved in others problems to the point of caring TOO much... and wanting to help TOO badly! I honestly do NOT mean to hurt other peoples feelings and am really a teddy bear at heart. Please forgive me if I have hurt anyone with unkind or insensitive comments. I sit here now with tears streaming down my face... and feel somewhat ashamed of my behaviour. I just honestly try to speak the truth as I see it from my own perspective. I had a horrible childhood and it still at 55 yrs. old makes me angry and cynical. Peace and Love to you all! Randy aka Twetch
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