thanks again. I had a meltdown last night and went public and with what i was feeling. i thank all of you guys for having my back and helping me out. im sorry that i had a public freak out. i listened to everything that you all said and i am trying to head in a more positive direction. i will call someone if things get too out of hand in my head before i do something that i may later regret and i unfired my therapist and made an appointment for tuesday. i am not feeling a much better emotionally but i saw how supportive people were to me on here and i am moved to try and do the right thing. again, thank you. i am alos posting this in my journal.
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