I want to take this time to say thank you to all of you in DS land for all of the support you have given me. This last bout of depression lasted for almost eight months and many times I thought of killing myslef to end my pain. Since finding this site and the many wonderful caring people I have improved so very much. Knowing there is a place I can turn to and unleash it all and have someone who will understand. Someone who will offer advise or just a hug. My family and friends are great but it's difficult for them to understand sometimes. I'm really beginning to put some effort and energy into healing the healing process. I'm actually doing as my therapist suggested and finding at least one positive in my day and enjoying it. I reached out to my doctor and had my meds increased and for the first time I didn't feel as if I were weak because I needed the boost. You are all the kindest bunch of people I have ever had the pleasure of having contact with. May god bless you all and heres a ((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))) from me to all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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