First I want to thank everyone for making me feel welcome here. It has been a godsend since I found it. After staying up all night I finally was able to fall asleep and mercifully had no dreams I could remember. I am going to see if I can get some counseling like I said in another post. I spent some time on the Asperger's website and it describes me to a tee, and I doubt I would have trouble getting that diagnosis. Thing is all the money complications etc are still there but if the enemies I have been fighting for a lifetime suddenly become visible and even livable, and if I can get financial assistance, I can make a clean break finally from that portion of my life. I guess knowing what I know now also makes me happy if only because I have a way to explain what is "wrong" with me, and have a basis for fixing it to some degree. Maybe then I can go to work at some point and not have to worry that I will mess up and lose my job, but be able to be productive and happy, AT THE SAME TIME! lol. Thank you again everyone for being there. It is nice to know people are there for you.
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