okay .. i was real crabby and rude to my friend yesterday on the phone. i have a bad tooth, was overthinking some stupid stuff(read my journal if you want details) and just was not myself to her. today she was in and out of doing things with her boyfriend so i decided to send her a text to apologize for being so crabby. she never responded to it. texting is new these days would you consider it rude to not respond? i am trying not to take it personally. my secure self is telling me she read it and went on with her day , my insecure depressed self is telling me she read it, is either mad or doesnt give a shit about me to even respond with a simple "okay". you all tell me some rational things !!!
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