I really liked this one guy and we talked all the time at school and on the computer (facebook) and yesterday he let me borrow his jacket and all my friends were saying he liked me. I looked at his facebook today and it said that he was going out with this other girl that i DESPISE!!! with a passion! all of my friends have boyfriends so when i told them they were all like "sucks to be you" and left. it really pisses me off that everyone around me can find somebody to be with, but not me. I feel like i dont belong anywhere because nobody likes me. in my high school if you dont have a boyfriend your a loser. theres nobody there to walk me to my classes. or to wait for me at the bus. i really thought this guy was going to be my first "good" boyfriend. but i guess im just a stupid daydreamer
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