about my moods and blood sugar, to see if I still have the steroids in my system, to see if that is why my mood is so bad and my blood sugar so high. He said that the steroids should all be out of my system by now. So, I need to figure out why I'm still feeling so miserable, and why my blood sugar is so high. I thought it was because I still had the steroids in my body, but I don't so now I have to figure out why. I really just want to curl up somewhere and hide from the world. I wish I felt better. If I didn't have my baptism coming up, I would probably go inpatient, even though that would mean going back to the ER where I had that horrible experience. But, I've got to stay out of the hospital for at least two more weeks, or I have to wait another year. I really don't want to wait, so I guess I have to work out a way to keep myself safe for two more weeks. I wish I knew what to do.
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