I am struggling a bit at the moment. I am financially not coping very well and i am feeling very on my own. The children are fantastic but i find that i am short alot and snappy i just feel under so much pressure. My past has been pushed to the front of my mind and i am struggling to push it back, i can't change it and i do not want to start feeling anger and hatred for things that are gone. I am physically exhausted at the moment and i hate the reflection of the person that looks back at me, it is not me it is a tired and hagged old woman and i am 28 and young but my eyes are so dark. Any idea's on getting back a healthy glow and to start feeling alive again? I do not like the dark thoughts that are swimming around my logical mind.
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