I don't mean an overdose. But I thought I had already hit rock bottom, but apparently I hadn't until now. I've been thinking really hard about overdosing again but making sure it killed me. Or this time, jumping off a bridge or something. Right now I'm supposed to be taking 200mg of Lamictal every night, but I stopped doing that. Now I take however many a day I feel like taking. I don't down 20 in an hour, but I take many. I guess I'm writing this because part of me just is so lost and out of hope that I just need someone to listen, and part of me wrote this because I'm wondering what the effects would be of what I'm doing.
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