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Taking a break from DS.
Well, I guess it's my turn for a break for a while.
As you know, if you have been reading my journals lately, recently I had to put one of my cats to sleep. And my sister has uterine cancer, and I haven't heard from her for the last 3 weeks, left messgs, etc with no answer, so I don't know what has happened to her, and she is the only source of my income right now.
AND, this morning, I found out that the kind Providence health care system, who has been giving me free medical assistance because I am not eligible for ANY other kind of state, federal health asistance right now -- get this -- has decided that I am no longer eligible for their program because I PARK MY TRAILER FOR FREE IN LEE'S DRIVEWAY, AND SO THEY HAVE NOW INCLUDED HIS INCOME IN MY APPLICATION!!!!! I have explained to them, that we do not share finances. they do not care. I think they just see that I keep re-applying, and are doing anything they can to get out of their obligation.
I don't qualify for OR state health care because I am NOT PREGNANT.
I don't qualify for disability because I HAVE TOO MUCH WORK EXPERIENCE -- which is not much.
I don't qualify for SSI, -- get this, -- because I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH WORK EXPERIENCE!!!!!
GOD BLESS AMERICA!!
And now, the last straw I had, has blown away.
I may be on again soon, but in case I'm not, I just need to wallow in my sorrows for a while.
Thanks for all your support and prayers.
Well, I guess it's my turn for a break for a while.
As you know, if you have been reading my journals lately, recently I had to put one of my cats to sleep. And my sister has uterine cancer, and I haven't heard from her for the last 3 weeks, left messgs, etc with no answer, so I don't know what has happened to her, and she is the only source of my income right now.
AND, this morning, I found out that the kind Providence health care system, who has been giving me free medical assistance because I am not eligible for ANY other kind of state, federal health asistance right now -- get this -- has decided that I am no longer eligible for their program because I PARK MY TRAILER FOR FREE IN LEE'S DRIVEWAY, AND SO THEY HAVE NOW INCLUDED HIS INCOME IN MY APPLICATION!!!!! I have explained to them, that we do not share finances. they do not care. I think they just see that I keep re-applying, and are doing anything they can to get out of their obligation.
I don't qualify for OR state health care because I am NOT PREGNANT.
I don't qualify for disability because I HAVE TOO MUCH WORK EXPERIENCE -- which is not much.
I don't qualify for SSI, -- get this, -- because I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH WORK EXPERIENCE!!!!!
GOD BLESS AMERICA!!
And now, the last straw I had, has blown away.
I may be on again soon, but in case I'm not, I just need to wallow in my sorrows for a while.
Thanks for all your support and prayers.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
please take care of yourself, I am only a phone call away.
my son qualified for SSI with no work experience... i used to live in pdx, and are you ever getting the run around. the trailer thing is bull..i would contact legal aid and ask them about that...what a pisser!!!!