What is going on with me?? I can't seem to sleep and when I finally do get to sleep I have to wake up for school. There are days I won't go to school because either I didn't sleep well the night be4 or because I'm just too tired(lazy my mom calls it) to get out of the bed. I can't motivate myself anymore to do things like school and hangout with people. I always wanna stay home and close myself in my room with my computer and t.v. there to bother me. I don't want to talk on the phone with my family nor my friends...I used to love to chat on the phone sometimes u could never get me off!!! But now I don't know I'm stuck real stuck. I don't want to live like this it makes me worryed because I don't know why I feel the way I do theres NO explanation and thats worrysome. I scared to be me and live in me. I'm afraid of what I could do to myself because lately I haven't been MYSELF!! I know I have depression but it's too much 4 me to deal with alone... What am I to do?? Be scared of myself and have something horrible happen to me which would never happen if I was in my right mind or turn to ppl...Believe me when I tell you this I don't want to ask 4 help because I'm scared dat since I'm not sure what I would do to myself how could anyone else be sure!!! Then dats when all da drama unfolds right?
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