I guess at the core of it all I want to know why is suicide wrong? Ive asked therapists this same question and never gotten a straight or honest answer. Its not like Im talking about killing the last albino african rhino or something. There are plenty of people in the world,(too many if you ask me). Some call the act selfish. Isnt it selfish to make me live a life where Im alone and unhappy just because it would make you sad if I were gone? Ive been without a girlfriend my whole life. Girls that I had as friends I usually ended up falling in love with. As soon as I told them how I felt I was abandoned. Not just rejected, but total end of communication. This hasnt happened just once either. I didnt even deserve an explanation, to be let down easy, or a goodbye. I didnt think I was that repulsive. Now my life consists of working an unfulfilling job, watching TV, and sleeping. I see absolutely no point in any of this. My grandfather dropped dead in the dirty parking lot of the assisted living home where he didnt want to live. Is that what Im waiting for? I have no children, no wife, so Im not leaving any responsibilities. So can anyone tell me - without bringing religion into it- why is it wrong?
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