I've put myself into the hospital. They drugged me and then let me out. My addictions doctor told me to get off the drugs.

I tell my family physician, I tell my therapists, I tell all, but the fact is I have to deal with this on my own. How many times can I go to the hospital?

I have a long history of abuse, addiction and physical conditions. I don't know what to do, but I reach out to people (like in here).

Thank you all for your suggestions. I will take my pills - wait a minute - okay, I just took my pills -- because of all of you.

I am so sad, I am so lonely, I am so scared... but I know I am not alone.