Everyone knows about post partum depression but what would you call having similar symptoms almost 2 years after you youngest was born. i can't seem to get past whatever depression or cloud is hanging over me. my kids irritate me, i don't want to be around them, i want to cry all the time, they make me angry to the point that I want to hit a wall and it is for minor things. I know what I'm feeling is irrational and wrong. But i can't control this feeling of dread. I love my kids and hate that i feel this way. i do my best not to yell or i leave the room to calm myself. but it's becoming to often. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. i just need to get everything that is filling my head out so i decided to write here. Is this really bad depression? I've never been here before and it scares me.
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