my depression was just depression for the first 7 months. but after that its been a roller coaster of thoughts and sel injury that i cant even begin to think of why it started happening. my husband pushes my buttons and most of the time when i have these thoughts is after an argument with him. i am the outcast here in my house. i am the nagging, hysterical, crazy, full of complexes bitch who screams, yells, cries long hrs. my husband saidto me that there isnt a man out there who will tolerate me if i leave him.
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