I'm usually helping people on here to try to feel better but for quite some time I haven't been able to help anyone because I'm tired of waking up :(
I'm tired of waking up to the same misery just different days. I feel like I have no life just an existence.
Yes I have a beautiful almost 5 year old little boy but I feel he deserves a better mom because all I want to do is stay in bed :( This is so not how I want him to see me but I just have no motivation to want to do anything.
I don't even eat right anymore.
I have no family and like one friend who I don't want to continue burdening with my crappy problems.
I have anxiety as well that makes me not really get a full good night's sleep.
I'm just a useless/worthless waste of space that's be better of dead....
I heard this song today, reminding me that God I'd everything good.The song is called "Everything Good", by Ashes Remain, https://youtu.be/4hDaU4Zu0Lk
I wanted to ask if I could have some prayers sent to my family. I have a few family things going on today and wanted a few extra prayers. It would mean the world to me. Thank you in advance. I would ask if it wasnt so important.