I sit and wander everyday why some people are meant to have great lives and others are doomed to a life if pain. I find myself wondering how it would feel to lay down and never get up. I wonder how it would feel to truly rest your soul. I need to find my way out of this dark hole. I need to find some serenity in my insanity. Instead I find....nothing! Is this an indication of the future. If it is, I am afraid that I can not go through with it. I am afraid that I do not want to be there at the end, and instead I would like to create my own ending.
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