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Suicidal Thoughts in a Beautiful World

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Like many of you on this forum I too having thoughts of ending it. I had a really bad night last night and was seriously considering the actions it would take to accomplish this. But, I got online to finding a prevention hotline and instead found a someone's message of hope..that is when you are dead, you don't feel anything.

I don't want to not feel. I don't want pain like this anymore. I want to feel whole, loved, accepted and part of the beauty this is the world, not on the outside of it. Don't you?
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i want all of those things as well..I'm tired of feeling useless, ashamed, worthless! I always thought that i was a good person, i have always been depressed but have hid it very well from everyone around me than about 6 months ago i came to actually admitting it to myself and it wasn't until less than 3 days ago that i started talking out loud about it, and it felt like the more i talked out loud the worse i feel...I'm sorry to hear that you are having a rough time!
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you are loved and are a part of beauty in this world. you just need to have people help you see that.

im here if you want to talk
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Yup, I'd love to feel part of the world. Not just sat on my own on the outside peering in on the happy people.
Our time will come.
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yu definatly dont want to do anything permanant.i know how you feel i look at others like how r u this freakin happy when i feel like this we are all here to talk when u need us
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