I am very concerned, because I have been having suicidal thoughts for awhile now. Yesterday, I think I was the closest I've ever been to giving in to the urge. Then suddenly the feeling left me lastnight, for no apparent reason. I didn't do anything any different. I didn't take any different medication. The feeling just vanished. I actually feel like a normal person for the first time in a long while. I know it won't last though. I live in fear of the next attack. When it hits, it won't matter that today I thought life wasn't so bad. I'm afraid to go to sleep now, because when I wake up I might not feel normal anymore. What would cause a persons' state of mind to change so drastically in such a short period of time. Has anyone else had a similiar experience? I know I suffer from depression and anxiety, is this symptomatic of another disorder.
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