Everything is normal. I was walking to the shop, and suddenly I want to die. Just like that. Had a tough session with my therapist about past abuse, and today I just can't wait for it all to be over. Specifically at 7:15 this evening. Mike held my hand all evening yesterday and held me all night, but today I feel sexless, emotionless, dead. I really won't do anything just yet, but I can feel the gap I leave behind me closing. Is this something anyone else has experienced? I mean literally as if I just blend out of things.
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