I was painting my boyfriend's daughter's bedroom (long story, read my journal), when I just broke down. I realized that I am never going to paint a room in this house for one of my kids. All I could think about was getting out of here, but I've got nowhere to go. Thoughts of just ending it some how, some way, just won't seem to stop racing through my head. I thought if I kept busy, it would make it better. I just want to be with my kids, or no where at all. Can someone just get my mind off of this, please!!!!!!!!
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