damn.... up 24 hours and counting... feeling so stung out, even look like a fucking addict again, just after one night. but shit, i got my studying done, think i did okay on day one of this damn test. feel like total shit but don't wanna crash yet cause i wanna sleep tonight. and besides, i've got plenty of more shit up there. guess i'm not gonna stop till its gone. god, i HATE this shit. fucking nasty. its disgusting. gross. this is exactly why i quit doing that shit all the time. ahhhh... no mas. no bueno.
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