I am finding it extremely difficult to keep my head above water lately. I cannot get myself to enjoy anything. If I do enjoy something, I feel guilty. I hate going to work and it takes every ounce out of me to go. I am in counseling and have been checking in with her daily to every other day. I have been talking with my pastor. I don't have family or friends where I live right now. I don't know how to keep a float any more and am tired of being in crisis.
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