So things are really hectic for me at the minute. I dont work due to my severe depression and im in a private rented house at the moment problem is im paykng an extra 145 ontop of my rent as im in a nicish area. Iv been offered a flat from a housing accossiation for me and my 2 daughters. But the flat is in a rougher area and is about a 10 15 minute drive to their school. Also my ex mother in law would be living across the road if i accept this flat. I dont know what to do for the best. Stress is a major cause of me going down hill and i have ended up in hospital before because of it so im worried about everything just crumbling.
I have asked everyone i know what they think is best but they just say its up to me and they cant tell me what to do. But right now thats all i want is someone to say this is the best option choose this. If i do move my car insurance goes up and petrol costs so am i really saving that much? I dont know. Everything just seems so hard right now and every little decision seems too much never mind this huge one i have to make within the next couple of days.
I drive the kids to school now anyway but its literally a few minutes in the car so not a problem and althought my weight has become a major issue (medication has caused me to balloon to over 20st) i know if the car fails me i can walk them even though it would bw a struggle mentally and physically. I keep trying to lose the weight but then something happens and i binge of rubbish. So thats getting me down ALOT as i feel like my life is just not going anywhere.
I dont know what to do and i dont know where to turn and these are only the major things that need sorting asap. Thats not including all the other day to day crap thats getting ontop of me.
Any help or advice is appreciated and im sorry for the essay
I am really struggling with life. I am on my own (live alone ) and I just can't cope at times. I've been trying hard and go to AA, been sober for a few months now but life is hard although I am in better physical condition. I have a lot of panic attacks and anxiety. It's just really getting on top of me. I get so angry and upset at myself. I have been put down and constantly criticised from a...