Well after our fight on Sunday and I talked with all of you I broke up with Jake Monday morning and I'm still going strong w/out him dispite his efforts with leaving roses on my doorstep and asking what he can do to make it up to me. I finnaly told him this time our breakup was for good. There is nothing he can do to make it up to me and that I'm done "trying" to make things work and to move on with his life bcuz I'm moving on with mine. He is being nice 2 me not being threatening or stalkerish in any way! Lol! And I will let him and his family be apart of his baby's life I just told him that our relationship was unhealthy and we were both unhappy and its better for us to not be together. I will stay civil with him for the sake of his baby and I know he will be good to her. He was always good to my son my son loves him and asks about him everyday. And calls for him when he has 2 go to bed saying night night jakey, its kinda sad. But I think ultimately in the end it will be happier and healthy for all of us for jake and I to not be together. I feel really good about the decision I've made not sad or depressed at all which let's me know I have made the right choice. Now back on the road to recovery w/out anyone holding me back or making me feel worse. I am ready!
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