It's supposed to be a whole new year....shouldn't something feel different about life? Why does it only seem to be worse now? I started to make a resolution...but then I said screw it and let it go. What's the point anyways...I'd just fail. I don't know what I did to deserve what I'm going through...I've only tried to make everybody else happy....but there's no way for me to hold myself together anymore. I've been dragged behind this thing called life without getting help, even if it was my own fault (which I am sure it is not) and now I am crazy. There is something way wrong with my thoughts and actions and feelings now. I don't know what to do to make it better....obviously the doctor and hospital have no effect on me and that was my only shot. I don't even know why I bothered to post this...it'll either get pushed back to the last page or I'll get told the same old thing again, just like usual. I'm sorry....
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