Having Rapid Cycling BiPolar and Anxiety is sometimes just overwhelming. When I finally got diagnosed 20 year's ago, I thought the road to "recovery" was within reach. God, was I in for a shock. I made the mistake of telling family, and some "trusted" friends. Then the nightmare began. "friends" stopped coming around, Family start's to "look" at You differently. People "Label" Us as Looney Tunes. If they only knew the depth's of dispair, We endure. It's like falling into a Dark Pit, Seeing light at the top, but not being able to get out. Twenty years of therapy, 11 different Med's, have not helped much. It feels like the whole world is pointing at You, and whispering to each other, to stay away. It is a lonely and devestating illness.
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