I have been going through a deppression since march. So much has happened in these last few months. I gained about 20lbs, moved home and left the only place I ever felt apart of along with all my friends. I am now living with my parents after 3 1/2 years on my own. This past month I was rushed to the hospital for an over dose. My step-dad knows I'm going through hard times right now. He knows I am very sensitve. He also know that my weight gain bothers me more then anything. So instead of comforting me and trying to make feel better he constantly insinuated that I'm and lazy. (By all means I am not lazy I make sure the house is clean everyday and make dinner. I also took care of his dying mother everyday until the day she passed away. I did everything for her, do I get a thanks from him? hell no) I can't take this anymore. I can't move out, because then he will win and my moms heart will be broken. what am I to do? I don't want to feel like this anymore and I dont want him to win
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