I am so scared. I hate myself so much. I can't even talk about what I did I am so ashamed. I just want to run away. I've been doing so good and now I'm afraid I'm falling back into the black hole.And I want to because I deserve to. F---. I am so angry.How can one minute change everything? I am so tired of thinking I'm okay and then not being.
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