Just get your body through those doors and things should work out. its that anticipatory stuff that can screw you over before you even try, so just get there and in the doors!

I feel better after I get to work. I agree with Gabbo

I try to not think about it. Just stay focused and hope for the best.

Thanks for the advice. I figured that once I get there I will be ok. I do that now to get to games, ect.lol Some days I am crying behind the wheel because I have to be there. I will just keep pushing myself. thank you so much.

I have this little voice in my head and we have a little coversation that works something like this:

"We're not going" (me)
"...we're going." (it)
"Don't wanna go."
"Keep walking, missus"
"NO!"
"YES!"
"NO!"
"YES"
"WHY!"
"You need money"
"I'll live off the land"
"You wouldn't be arsed."
"I could try..."
"...we're going."
"we're fucking not."
"We're fucking there..."
"Oh...suggestions?"
(BOTH)
CHAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGE!!!

Bring something with you that is a comfort to you...your favorite coffee, a picture of your love, a comfy sweater.

It is nice to have items of comfort around if you are feeling anxious.

All you can do is show up and do the best you can. With depression, the showing up bit is the hardestgetting out of bed and making the commitment to go to work. Good luck. :)

For me it just took time to adjust to everyone's personality

Watch The Office and you'll see you have nowt to be worried aboot. THE UK VERSION NOT THE ONE THE US RIPPED OFF

"The Office" US version is the most insipid unrealistic piece of tv rubbish...but what do I know...maybe it's a generational thing or something...I don't get it...
Jules, you'll be fine 'cause you're a smart lady and it's NORMAL to be nervous about a new job...and others know 'cause they've been there too!

I actually have the same issue; I constantly quit jobs and worse off, I'll quit jobs that I've actually made it through almost a year! I feel really lousy about it if I think about it too much. I just keep trying to tell myself there is a reason for it all.

I know that I have to be on my Zoloft to even work a job, otherwise I will skip work or have anxiety attacks and walk out. I really hate that I am that way, because I need to pay some bills!!!

I wish I knew of a lot of people that constantly quit jobs due to emotional problems...I always see all of these people around me who have been holding their jobs for years...they never have any emotional issues, they are just like robots.

Maybe someday I will be a robot like them. :)

i would have no idea... only door i open to go to work is HOME!!! it sux big time

I like being at home. When I feel bad I have the comfort of these walls and I can say who comes in, ect. I get irritable I run and put myself in time out so the wrath of me doesnt bother the whole house. If I get a good stretch I get many things done and I show my family a good time. Once I am in the door at work I know that I will do fine. I know that I can learn the job and do a good job. I just worry that depression will sneak up on me like it does out of nowhere and make it miserable on me. I am not happy by far now but I function like this. Well, I am going to get this job and do the best I can and if I dont feel well, I will keep pushing.

I love my job...I honestly think it is my job that keeps me sane some days...I think if I didn't have the job I did there are many mornings I wouldn't even get out of bed.

You will have to let us know how the interview goes...keeping you in my thoughts!!!

Take your meds, eat a good filling breakfast, breathe, brush your hair, doll yourself up, breathe, decide you ARE going to get this job, get yourself there, breathe. Have hope in yourself hun and best of luck to you