I'm not doing well, I am in a depression that is getting worse day by day. I have that heart sinking feeling and it never lets up! My muscles feel weak and I don't want to do anything. This has been going on for the last 2 months or so. Those of you who know me, know I have Chronic Pain from a birth defect, it's in my Bio. I am coming off of Klonopin/Valium, I'm pretty sure it has something do do with it. I am also a recovering alcoholic. I have had alot of pain and misery lately, I'm craving constantly right now! I want to relieve the misery so bad, but I know it will make things worse! I'm so tired of being miserable and paralyzed from depression, I don't know what to do. I break out in tears all the time. I just feel like a waste of oxygen with no purpose but to be miserable! This has going on since I got sick 8 years ago! I feel so useless with no purpose! I don't know how much longer I can take this shit. This illness has destroyed my life, I wish it would just finish me off! Ted
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