I have no idea how exactly I got to this low point I am at, all I know is that I am here. I am scared and I don't know how to get out. I have no thrive for life anymore......I wish for natural death cause I don't want to kill myself. this is no way to live......the depression, the anxiety, it hurts. I feel I am just no longer needed here, more like a burden. Does anyone know how I get out. I'm on meds, I go to a group once a week, I see my doc on friday. I'm gonna ask him if there is and outpatient program for me. I am not ok.
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