On my way to the gym this morning, the sun was just peeking over the horizon. God's way of saying good morning. In the Northeast, Spring has finally arrived. I looked around in amazement at the beauty everywhere. I had cardinals and other birds singing near my bird feeder. Flowers popping out all over the place. All the rain we had a couple weeks ago made everything such a rich dark green. I focus on things like this to get me started in the morning and get me started on my day. It helps push the depression deeper inside. Hopefully it won't make an appearance today. I won't let it make an appearance today. That's the choice I"m going to make. I refuse to let depression affect my day today.
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