I am sorry I've been so grumpy and disagreeable lately. It is true I have been in a lot of pain physically and emotionally, but it is still no excuse for my behaviour the last few days. I have since deleted my journal entries about what was bothering me, so don't bother looking for them. I found that having what was bothering me written there, was not helping me heal. As a matter of fact, all it did was serve as a constant reminder of what happened in my past. I guess there is a bit of truth to the old saying "Out of site / Out of mind.", meaning... you do not think so much about what you do not see.
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