my heart is completely broken and will never be whole again. my job has turned from the greatest to the most heinous. my home life is no life at all. i have spent the better part of the evening trying to make good solid decisions but have only made fucked up ones so why not make the final mistake for a hat trick? i am very sorry to one person in particular cuz my actions have been stupid all night long. i told this person that i would rather stop breathing than to ever hurt them and have have since screwed up and done damage. well now i think that it would be best to stop with the breathing. i cant take the heartache anyway so i might as well end it now. please forgive my stupidity. there was no need to hurt you and yet i did so. i am sorry and wish i was less of an ass.
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