I dont know what to make of things anymore am i coming or am i goin? I had an anxiety attack today and I dont know how to react or what to do it is like i am just confused. I feel like I am lost in this world I dont really know where to turn to anymore. I think I just have a cold heart now becuase i dont seem to care about alot of people but when I am on here I do care about everone on here I like to try to help people on here. I am tired of being put down all the time and I dont feel like I matter anymore I just want to sit down and cry most of the time now I might just have to check myself back into PEMS becuase I dont know where else to turn to anymore and I have gone through my days of cutting and stuff like that but i dont want to go back to that
I am stuck
I am stuck
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