or have feelings. I am tired of having feelings. I just want to not care because then I wouldn't feel bad. How does a person stop caring? How does a person stop crying, needing love? I just don't want to care but if I didn't care I wouldn't live. The question is how to live and not care and be happy. The child in me keeps crying and won't stop. How the heck can I stop myself from doing this? The only thing I seem to like is for a person to be nice and that does not always happen. Sure people are nice, I don't want to complain but I need so much more. So much more validation. I guess I can get it from God. This can be a good source.
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