all i want to do is die i have already tried to kill myself 4 times nothing is working i'm so stupid that i cant even kill myself i almost jumped off a bridge a few weeks ago but i couldnt do it because i was to scared but now i'm not scared of dying when i die i'm going to go to hell i'm as mean as the devil i dont have any friends everything is wrong i always cry at night and i fake happy all day i'm tired of pretending everythings perfect i desperetly need to talk to someone if anyone wants to talk please let me know i'm obviously just unlovable i write suicide notes all the time i'm not trying to complain about how depressed i am because it is all my own fault i'm planning to kill myself this weekend i am hurting all alone please dont make fun of me for writing this i'm staying in the mental hospiatl now because i'm depressed and i have bad anxiety this is major crisis i'm heartbroken i dont get why this is even happening to me i wish i didnt even exist i'm not as depressed as i used to be i'm on prozac and it helps but people just dont like me because i'm stupid and shy people at school started hating me in grade 4 i want to leave bye
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