i get so depressed. i can't think, or i go through a fantasey life, about a sucidal plan, once i was in the hospital , for broken bones, from a bad accident, i said something, they called up a psychtrist, to talk to me, i said something , and don't know what, any ways, does anyone else get like this, then, suddenly snap out of it, for a while, then it returns, it is so difficult, because it doesn't make sense, it isn't related to any events or medications, but when it comes, the down,it is so bad, i don't know how to get from point a to point b, and my body hurts so bad, and i feel so tired, but can't sleep. or i wake , every hour. i wonder if i am bipolar, sometimes. anyways. thanks for reading this.
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